God's not so gentle reminder.

So sometimes I forget that I can't control everything in life. I have always been a little bit of a control freak and God occasionally has to remind me that I'm not in control. Today was one of those days. When we spoke with the neurologist he isn't comfortable diagnosing Slit Ventricle Syndrome so we are still waiting for answers. He told us it was a complex diagnosis and that he really wanted a pediatric neurosurgeon to make the diagnosis. Well there isn't an actual Pediatric Neurosurgeon in Wichita so we are being sent to one in Kansas City. I just have to remind myself that God has control of this. He is doing what is best for Katana, He is making sure that she is in the best hands. So now we go back into the waiting for the next appointment. I truly hope that the next one will be able to give us the answers and I know I have to leave it all up to God. I have to believe that everything happens for a reason and there is a reason God is waiting for us to see this new doctor. In the mean time I will ask for prayer for all of us. This last 9 months has started to take its toll on us.